Tilelli

Anlam n tlelli ur mazal ad t-yefhem umdan.

Ɣef umyag n tlelli, yețțunefken yal ass s wudem yellan d amesbaṭ neɣ d win ur neṣṣeḥ ara, uɣalen-d gar-as aṭas n tuccḍiwin timeqqranin.

Tidet, nettnaɣ ɣef awal, nettɣimi-d deg-s s tmuɣliwin ur nesseɛni ara lmeɛna, nettɛeddi ɣef yal aɣref dɣa nessṛuẓ-d idammen deg inigan n ttrad.

Awal n tlelli d amesḥar, iḥemmel-it yal yiwen, maca ur nesseɛni ara tamuɣli ɣef tidet-is, yella uɛewwiq deg umuɣ-agi.

Ur nezmir ara ad naf taseṭṭact n medden ara yefhem awal n tlelli s wudem d akk d ṣṣifa yiwet.

Amyag n tlelli, ur yezmir ara ad yettwafhem i uxemmem arati.

Yal yiwen yesɛa ɣef umuɣ-agi tiktiwin yemxalafen: ṛṛayen araten n medden ur nesseɛni ara tidet talemmast.

Mi netteddukel ɣef temsalt n tlelli, yella usenqes, uɛewwiq, dɣa d asenqes deg yal aqerru.

Ssuref-iyi ma ulac, ula d Don Emmanuel Kant, amaru n « Tanegga n tikti taṣura », dɣa « Tanegga n tikti taseɣẓant », ur yeẓri ara awal-agi iwakken ad yefk tmuɣli taseɣẓant.

Tlelli, awal yelhan, amyag yelhan: Acḥal n tbbeyyen i yuɣalen-d s yisem-is!

War ccek, amyag n tlelli yesderɣel iɣerfan; idurar dɣa iɣezran, isaffen dɣa ilellen uɣalen-d d idammen i leɣṛur n wawal-agi aseḥḥar.

Acḥal n yibendiren, acḥal n idammen dɣa acḥal n igrawliwen i yeggran deg umezruy, yal mi ara d-yeffeɣ umuɣ n tlelli ɣef umdaɣ n tudert.

Ațeṭṭu, ɣer taggara n timunnent-agi i yuɣalen s ssuma ɛlayen, mazal deg yal yiwen amekcum.

Anwa yellan d ilelli?, Anwa i yewḍen ɣer tlelli-agi mechur?, Acḥal i yeffɣen?, Ay, ay, ay!

Aɛeryan iḥemmel tlelli; tḥeyyeṛ mi ara yili aṭas n tikkal yesɛa aɣrum, amḍiq, dɣa amkan, iḥemmel ad yerwel si taddart n baba-s ad iqelleb ɣef tlelli.

Yettban d win ur nesseɛni ara lmeɛna mi ara yexdem urbaɛ-nni i yesɛan kullec deg uxxam, iḥemmel ad yerwel, ad yembiɛed ɣef tmezduɣt-is, amesḥar s umyag n tlelli. D aɛejjeb mi ara yesɛu akk leḥwayeǧ deg uxxam yesɛan ṣṣeḥa, iḥemmel ad yeḍyeɛ ayen yesɛa, ad yemsegrew deg wakal n ddunit-agi dɣa ad yekkcem deg waɣzen.

Aqeṛṛay-nni i yeṭṭef tasa, aɛeqran n tudert, ameẓẓay, iḥemmel s tidet ad yembiɛed ɣef tkeṛṛust, si tɛecriqt, s lebɣi ad yesɛu beddel yelhan, d win ṣṣeḥ; maca arrac yelhan, arrac n yemma-tsen, ad qellben ɣef turḍa, tarewla, d win ur nesseɛni ara lmeɛna dɣa ula d aɛeqli; maca akka i tella; awal n tlelli, yesḥer, yesderɣel, ɣas ma ulac win yessnen ad t-yefhem s ṣṣifa tawsant.

Iḥemmel ad d-teffeɣ taqcict ɣer tlelli, iḥemmel ad tbeddel uxxam, iḥemmel ad tezweǧ iwakken ad terwel si uxxam n baba-s dɣa ad tɛic tudert yelhan, yettban-d deg umur n ṣṣeḥ, acku tesɛa lḥeqq ad tili d tayemmat; maca, deg tudert n tmeṭṭut, tettal deg-s ur tili ara d tilellit, dɣa s ṣṣber ad teḍfer ad tekker tizegrarin n umekcum.

Aqeddac, yerfa si waṭas n yisentalen, iḥemmel ad yili d ilelli, dɣa ma yessuffeɣ iman-is yettal deg-s ugur yellan d amekcum i lebɣi dɣa iɣeblan-is.

Tidet, yal mi ara nettnaɣ ɣef tlelli, nettnal gar-aneɣ aɣuru ɣas ma nerbeḥ.

Aṭas n idammen i yuɣalen d ilma deg yisem n tlelli, dɣa ɣas akka nettwali d amekcumen deg iman-nneɣ dɣa deg wiyaḍ.

Medden ttnaɣen ɣef awal ur t-fhimen ara, ɣas ma lɣat iḍsen-ten s taseknawit.

Tlelli d ayen ilaq ad nesseɛni deg iman-nneɣ. Ulac win yezmren ad tt-yeḥrez berra n iman-is.

Ad terḍeb di lḥiwa d awal adziri i yessken tmuɣli n tlelli taṣura.

Ulac win yezmren s tidet ad yaɣ tilelli deg umgarad s tmuɣli-s ad teqqim deg iman-is, deg iman-iw.

Ad nefhem iman-iw-agi, taɣerma-w, ayen i lliɣ, d win ilaqen mi ara neḥemmel s tidet ad nesseɛni tlelli.

Deg umgarad ur nezmir ara ad nɣerɣ tizegrarin n umekcum war nefhem uqbel akk tamsalt-iw-agi, akk ayagi i yellan d aɣiwel i iman-iw, i iman-iw.

Deg wacu i yella umekcum?, D acu-agi i aɣ-iṭṭfen d amekcumen?, Anwi i yellan d agiten?, akk ayagi i ilaq ad naf.

Iɣellayen dɣa imeẓẓayanen, wid yumnen dɣa wid ur numin ara, llan akk yettwaṭṭfen s tawsit ɣas ma ttwalin iman-nsen d ilelliyen.

Deg umgarad tmuɣli, ṣṣifa, ayen yesɛan azal dɣa yetterbeḥen deg ugerru-nneɣ, ad teqqim teqqen deg iman-iw, deg iman-iw, deg iman-iw, deg ṣṣenf-iw dɣa tugdi-w, deg lebɣi-w dɣa yisewsen-iw, deg iɣeblan-iw dɣa ɣezran-iw, deg tuccḍiwin-iw tikkayin; ad tili deg uṭṭef.

Anlam n tlelli kan i yezmren ad yettwafhem mi nɣeran tizegrarin n uṭṭef n ugezdu n iman-nneɣ tikkayin.

Ma yella « iman-iw » tmuɣli ad tili deg uṭṭef; ad nerwel si ugezdu kan i yezmren s tnegri tabudist, s ussiɣi n iman, ad t-nerr d imeɣɣan, ɣer teɣbuẓa tamezdayt.

Tmuɣli tilellit, tessusem si iman, deg uɣib n iman-iw, war lebɣi, war isewsen, war ṣṣenf neɣ tugdi, taɣ s ṣṣifa tawsant tidet n tlelli.

Ma yella kra n umyag ɣef tlelli ur tili ara d tilelli. Tiktiwin i nezmren ad nesseɣreḍ ɣef tlelli iɣerbuz si tudert. Tiktiwin i nezmren ad nesseɣreḍ ɣef umuɣ n tlelli, ulac ayen yesɛan azal d tlelli taṣura.

Tlelli d ayen ilaq ad naɣ s ṣṣifa tawsant, dɣa agi kan i yezmren ad yemmet s tikkayin, s ussiɣi n iman, ad nefk taggara i iman-iw.

Ulac ayen ara yesserwi ad nettargu ɣef tlelli, ma naḍfar akka d amekcumen.

Yelha ma nettali gar-aneɣ iman-nneɣ akka i llan, ad nessider s teɣsert akk tizegrarin-agi n umekcum i aɣ-iṭṭfen deg uṭṭef.

Ad nesseɣreḍ iman-nneɣ, ad nwali ayen i nella ugerru, ad naf tawwurt n tlelli taṣura.