Lxedma Imezghen Agnostik

Yella d amegzu ad nɣer Gnosis, ad nesseqdec tiktiwin tinfukin i nella-tt-id deg udlis-a, akken ad nexdem s tidet ɣef yiman-nneɣ.

Lameɛna, ur nezmir ara ad nexdem ɣef yiman-nneɣ s nniya n usnegri n “nekk” ayen neɣ ayen, mbla ma newɛer-it-id uqbel.

Aɛyaɛ n yiman-nneɣ yettaǧǧa tirci n tafat ad tekcem ɣer daxel-nneɣ.

“Nekk” yellan yettban deg uqerruy s tɣuri, deg ul s tɣuri nniḍen, deg ussexreb s tɣuri nniḍen.

Ilaq-aɣ ad newɛer “Nekk” yellan nezdeɣ deg kra n lawan, yella d amegzu ad t-nwali deg yal yiwen seg tlata n wammasen-a n ugama-nneɣ.

Deg uɛlaq gar medden, ma nella d imɣawen d imsigen am uɛessas deg lawan n umenɣi, ad d-naf iman-nneɣ s yiman-nneɣ.

Tmektaḍ melmi i ɣ-jerḥen lɣurur-nwen? Taɣzi-nwen? D acu i k-yeɣḍen akk deg wass? Acuɣer i k-yeɣḍen? D acu i d ssebba-s yeffren? Ɣret ayagi, ɛerret aqerruy-nwen, ul-nwen d ussexreb-nwen…

Tudert tanfuk d aɣerbaz yesɛan azal; deg uɛlaq-a nezmer ad d-naf “Nekk”-nni i nettaɣ deg daxel-nneɣ.

Kra n tergaɛ, kra n wayen yeḍran, yezmer ad aɣ-yawi, s uɛyaɛ n yiman-nneɣ, ɣer tuffɣa n “Nekk”, ama d win n tayri n yiman, tismin, ususmi, ɣḍab, ṭṭmeɛ, ccekk, tiqerdɛect, ccehwa, atg., atg., atg.

Ilaq-aɣ ad nessen iman-nneɣ uqbel ad nessen wiyaḍ. Yella d amegzu ad nelmed ad nwali iɣef n wiyaḍ.

Ma nella deg umkan n wiyaḍ, ad d-naf belli tuccḍiwin tusnakt i nettɣimi ɣer wiyaḍ, nezmer ad tent-naf deg daxel-nneɣ.

Aḥemmel n umeddakel d ayen ilaqen, maca ur nezmir ara ad nḥemmel wiyaḍ ma ur nelmid ara ad nebder umkan n yiwen nniḍen deg uxeddim ezuterik.

Ẓẓelm ad yemɣur ɣef wudem n tmurt, almi nelmed ad nebder umkan n wiyaḍ.

Ma win ur yesɛi ara azal ad iɛer iman-is, amek ara yezmer ad ibedder umkan n wiyaḍ?

Acuɣer ara newali kan afriqen n diri n wiyaḍ?

Tidi iɣef yiman ɣer yiwen nniḍen i nella nessen tikkelt tamezwarut, tettbewwiḍ belli ur nessin ara ad nebder umkan n umeddakel, ur nḥemmel ara umeddakel, yesɛa tmuɣli iḍes aṭas.

Tettɣimi-yaɣ d tidi iɣef yiman deg kra n umdan? Acuɣer? Ulac d tikti ara yessen? Newɛer iman-nneɣ… Nettamini belli nella d iḥeqqaniyen? Nettamini belli ur nettaɣ ara deg daxel-nneɣ “Nekk” n takerfi?

Yella d ussid ameqqran ma newala ameẓẓuɣ yexdem tikerkas ad nini: “D nekk-a, acu tikerkas i xeddmeɣ?”

Tella-d tameṭṭut t-taɛfifet d teḥeqqanit ɣef wayi-a tettɣimi-t d diri tameṭṭut-nni; tettḥuss tidi iɣef yiman fell-as. Acuɣer? Tettḥuss iman-is d tameɣtut? Tettuɣaled belli deg daxel n tɛebbuṭ-is ur ttaɣ ara “Nekk” n ccehwa? Tettuɣaled belli tameṭṭut-nni i s-sermen d tixribin d tcehwat tella d tamexribt? Tettamini belli deg daxel n tɛebbuṭ-is ur tettili ara ccehwa d texribt i tettwali deg tmeṭṭut-nni?

Yella d ussid ameqqran ma tɛer iman-is deg daxel, deg tmuɣli teɣḍeqt ad teḥrez umkan n tmeṭṭut-nni i tettkerreh.

Yella d amegzu ad nsemɣer axeddim ezuterik Gnustik, d ayen ilaqen ad t-nefhem d ad t-neɛqel ma nella s tidet neɣ yella-yaɣ d iɣil ad nbeddel.

Yella d ayen ilaqen ad nessin ad nḥemmel medden-nneɣ, ad nɣer Gnosis d ad nawi aselmad-a i medden, ma ulac ad neɣli deg uɣrud.

Ma yiwen yezzenz iman-is ɣer uxeddim ezuterik ɣef iman-is, maca ur yettak ara aselmad i wiyaḍ, atɣal-is daxel yettbeddil aṭas ɣef teḥdayt ɣef ur nḥemmel ara umeddakel.

“Win yettak, yettalef yettiliɣ ma yella yettak aṭas, aṭas ara yettalef, maca win ur yettak ara ayen yesɛa ad as-yeṭṭef”. D aya i d Lqanun.