Asseḥsi ɣef Yiman

Tameɣrutin n tmusni-nnefsi s timmad-nneɣ d abrid yelhan iwakken ad tili beddel meqqren.

Ad nessin d ad nwali ur d yiwen. Aṭas i yettaɣen tamusni s tmuɣli. Nessin d nekni neqqim ɣef ukersi deg uxxam, maca ayi ur yeqqen ara ad nmuqel akersi.

Nessin belli deg ussan-agi nella deg yiwen n waddad ur neǧhid ara, ama nezɣel kra n ugur ama neɣweɣ fell-as neɣ deg waddad n ccwal d ussensu, atg., maca ayi ur yeqqen ara ad t-nmuqel.

Tettḥussuḍ d ṣṣeḥbaḥ i yiwen? Ur tesɛiḍ ṣṣber ɣef kra n umdan? Acuɣer? A d-tiniḍ tessneḍ amdan-nni… Ḥettmet fell-ak! Muqel-it, ad tessneḍ ur d tmuɣli ara; ur tseɣliḍ tamusni ɣer tmuɣli…

Tmuɣli n timmad-nneɣ i d tallit 100% d abrid n beddel-nnefsi, mi ara ad tessneḍ, i d tallit ur yesɛin ara lḥerka, ur tettili ara.

S tideṭ ad tessneḍ ur d taga n wawal ara. Aṭas n lehdar yeṭṭafar ɣer daxel n timmad-nneɣ, ɣer wayen yettḍerrun deg ulawen-nneɣ, ma yella wayen yelhan, yesɛan lḥerka…

Di lawan anda amdan ur yesɛi ṣṣber fell-as akken kan, ɣef mi ara d-yekker fell-aneɣ dɣa aṭas n ixemmem i d-yemlalen deg wallaɣ, tdukli n ṣṣwat i d-yeqharen deg daxel-nneɣ, wayen i d-qqaṛen, imsal d wid ur yeẓẓunen ara i d-tekren deg ulawen-nneɣ, taɛcuct ur neẓẓun ara i d-yeǧǧan deg timmad-nneɣ, atg., atg., atg.

S terangut deg waddad-nni ad neɛqel belli deg daxel nella neṭṭaḍaɛ amdan-nni ur nesɛi ṣṣber fell-as.

Lameɛna iwakken ad nẓer ayagi akk ilaq-aneɣ lḥerka yettwajebden s tmuɣli ɣer daxel n timmad-nneɣ; mačči d tmuɣli ur yesɛin ara lḥerka.

Lḥerka yesɛan tmeɣrutin ttekker seg tama yettmuqulen, mi ara ixemmem d yimsal qqnen ɣer tama yettwaẓran.

Ayagi akk yeǧǧa-aneɣ ad nefhem belli ad nessin d tallit ur yesɛin ara lḥerka d tallit tamenkadi, deg umtawa yeɛdel ɣer tmuɣli n timmad-nneɣ i d taga tameqqrant.

Ur neɣri ara s ayagi belli ur tella ara tmuɣli tamenkadi n timmad-nneɣ, maca anaw n tmuɣli-nni ur yesɛi ara ayen i d-iqqnen ɣer tmuɣli-nnefsi tamesɣant i ɣer nettuɣal.

Ad ixemmem d ad iwali dɣa ula d nutni d yemgaraden meqqren. Ahat yiwen ad yexdem lxiṛ ad ixemmem ɣef timmad-is ayen yebɣa, maca ayi ur yeqqen ara ad yettmuqul s tideṭ.

Ilaq-aneɣ ad nẓer “Nekkni” yemgaraden deg lɣella, ad ten-id-naf deg timmad-nneɣ, ad nefhem belli deg daxel n yal yiwen deg-sen yella ubelkim seg tmusni-nneɣ, ad neɣweɣ ɣef wayen i d-nexleq, atg.

Dɣa ad neɛyyeḍ. “Acu i yexdem Nekk-agi?” “Acu i d-yeqqaṛ?” “Acu i yebɣa?” “Acuɣer i d-iyi-yezɣel s lehwa-s?”, “S lɣeḍba-s?”, atg., atg., atg.

Dɣa ad nẓer deg daxel n timmad-nneɣ, akk-nni teɣri n ixemmem, imsal, arayen, ḥwas, timettit-nneɣ, ḥkayet-nneɣ, tikerkas i d-yettwarzen, awal, tsebba, tumert, tneɣruft n tumert, twizi n tyaɛfuft, atg., atg., atg.

Aṭas n tikkal uqbel ad neṭṭes deg tallit i d-yellan gar uḥezzeb d usendu nettḥussu deg daxel n wallaɣ-nneɣ ṣṣwat yemgaraden i d-qqaṛen gar-asen, d Nekkni yemgaraden i ilaqen ad qruren deg tallitin-nni akk iẓuran ɣer tmura yemgaraden seg tmesɣunt-nneɣ iwakken ad nseḥsi gar-asen deg umaḍal n tmezgit, deg “Tazwert Tameğdaz”.