Automatic Tiach
Ng'alek che mi ketokyuk
Aki itindeechi koyooni ak eng’eleek che menge’en ale koot komiegei eng’ yo ne boiboiyet ak eng’ korokto. Koot Intellectual Center ne tilil tuguk che boiboiyet, ma kotokchin koyooni ne mie kotinyei “I” ne menye kotinyei amun ko uu kosubchin ne leel eng’ kiy ne kamanyat, ago tuguk che kaleen “Yoes” eng’ kila it.
Iyo kiitindeechi olo, koteshekech eng’ ng’alek ne iyee, iyee koyooni kakeii ak eng’ teleltaab iyee, koitindeechi. Makochi koamen olo ne miegei ne intellectual mamal ne tuguk che boiboiyet che teguute eng’ ndegeito ne itindeechi koboto eng’ tuguk che kaleen “Yoes” che iyooti.
Konyoito kole ma kitinyei individual che itindeechi eng’ tisaat; kitinyei mind ne individual bendi. Ngaat, kila kaleen “Yoes” che iyooti konyooru Intellectual Center, ko nyooru tisaat ne anyun koyooni. Komiegei, kayai katestai ak boiboiyet ne yaityo ak ne somoksei, kasekito iyee.
Kong’ete ne boiboiyet ne yaityo koboto eng’ kaleen “Yo” ne neetyo eng’ tisaat konyooru Intellectual Center ne itindeechi. Boiboiyet ne yaityo koboto eng’ tuguk che kaleen: kosopeito, ma koameen, yaityo ne boiboiyet ne kogoito, itito ne boiboiyet, itito ne religious, itito ne political, itito eng’ friends ak ne famile, kuraaitet, kwong’et, kobelas, itoo, ng’waan, kisosito, kimoswan, kiyai, kwo, ak kora.
Kimeut ak tuguk che somoksei ne psicolojiko che iyooti kole ka tinyei kelesosio ne steel ak elmek che chang’ koyai, ma keeti koyaechi koboot. Eng’ akotyook ak ne kinyooru konye, ma komiegei katestai ak boiboiyet ne yaityo.
Kamaishe ko memba kitinyei efecto asikoboto causanet, kokas kole ma kitinyei boiboiyet ko kakeii, konyor koboto koboot… Kamuktaab between cheitindeechi ak boiboiyet koboto; kila boiboiyet ne yaityo kitinyei origin eng’ cheitindeechi ne ng’ete.
Eng’ kila it kitinyei cheitindeechi ne yaityo kotinyei ak boiboiyet ne bo yaityo. Kase kiror kotinyei ak “Cheitindeechi ak Boiboiyet,” konyeit kole kila kaleen “Yoes” che iyooti eng’ psiquis, ko cheitindeechi ne ng’ete.
Malaal, eng’ kala it kitinyei cheitindeechi che chang’; ngaat, kila ng’ete, kateshekech iyee kole iyee ole kakeii eng’ tisaat… Chemitomanik, che ego’latranik, che narcisistanik, che paranoicianik, ma korutun koamen tesis ne “Tuguk Che Chang’ Che Itindeechi” amun kosubchin che chang’ iyai, kateshei “babaab Tarzan” o “mamaab che pipi”…
Kaigai cheigei ne kamanyat koboto korutun idea kole matinyei mind ne individual, ne genial, ne kamaman?… Ngaat, cheigei ne “Sabihondos” koboishei iyai ne kameut ak kokotestai ak tunicate Aristipo koamen kiy.
Kong’ete nyoito legendaitab centuries kole Aristipo, koamen kiy ak kwo, kokotestai ak tunicate kokwaiyat ne pilili ak kooni; ko ndaai ak bastonitab filosofia ak konyor eng’ streetsitab Atenas ak konyor eng’ streetsitab Atenas… Kong’ete kole iyoo Socrates kobisa, kocheer ak ng’olel ne kameut: “Ee Aristipo, kobisa vanitaabchuute eng’ koonitab kimetochu!”
Ng’aleek che ma ng’alaal koyai eng’ stateitab alertness novelty, alertness perception, kotestai kole koiitindeechi, komiegei katestai ak kila boiboiyet ne yaityo. Komiegei amun koleel koyai eng’ power ne sinistaab “Yo Ne Yaityo,” autoritab boiboiyet ne itindeechi eng’ ng’alek.
Kagaine katestai ak boiboiyet ne yaityo, kagoito kaitab cheiteng’eet ne “Yo” ne kotesti. Akotinyei ak Gnosis, al Camino Secreto, ak kora kakeii eng’ iyai, tentacionitabchuuti koboto eng’ “Yoes” che kimwoo Gnosis, kora ne esoteriko, amun ma kooti kole kitinyei eng’ psiquitabchuuti ko mortala katesta eng’ Gnosis ak eng’ kora.
Cheigei ne “Yoes Negativos” ak chependencierunik koboto eng’ certain rincones mental che kaimie eng’ Intellectual Center ak kooriginate sekwencialmente corrientes mentales ne nocivas ak ne perjudiciales. Iyo korutun cheigei ne boiboiyet, cheigei ne “Yoes Negativos” che neetyo eng’ tisaat kokontrolu Intellectual Center, ko kateel kolibarte eng’ resultadosichi.
Ma kakeel koru kolibarte kole kila “Yo Ne Yaityo” kakeii ko “Auto-Engaña” ak “Engaña”, konklusion: Koboos. Kila tisaat kasiria kiy ne kobotaniab ng’aanyo, iyo che aspiring ko desilusia, eng’ Gnosis, eng’ kora ne esoteriko, iyo kotel kosub kole, kowoyeti ole koos, ko malaal kole king’aan eng’ Yo Ne Yaityo.
“Yo Ne Yaityo ne Adulterio” kiyas noble cheeenet ak koiyaityai che chaaito. “Yo Ne Yaityo ne Itito” king’aan seres che koraani ak kiyas ngetindyataab cheigei. “Yo Ne Yaityo ne Orgullo Místico” king’aan che devotonik eng’ Camino ak cheigei, kasiria, kimwoi Maestro o kotraiciar.
Yo Ne Yaityo koapelu experiencias personalesitabchuuti, eng’ recuerdositabchuuti, eng’ kosub che kameut, eng’ sinceridaditabchuuti, ak, kopam akrigorosa selecciónitab tuguk cheigei, kotesta kiy eng’ leet ne falsa, kiy ne kopasiana ak koiye fracaso… Ngaat, iyo kimu “Yo” eng’ acción, iyo kareta kobiit eng’ stateitab alerta, king’aan koboto ko malaal.