वायट विचार

Udas ani purnn lakx divn chintop korop hem hea khalea vellar ani patnak lagl’lea kallant eka torechem vegllem. Bud’dhivant kendrantlean zaite vichar yetat, ek dhornnent cholpi “hanv” koddlean nhoi zoxem murkh xikxonn ghetl’le lok manddtat, punn amchea bhitorlea veg-vegllea “hanv” koddlean.

Zoxem ek monis chintop korta, to ddrdd ponnan manyota ki to, apnna svotachech itchen ani apnna svotachech xektin chintop kortasa. To dukhest bud’dhivant zonvar dhyan divonk sodhina ki tea bhov vichar jem tachea bud’dhintlean voitat tem veg-vegllea “hanv” koddlean astat je ami bhitor vortat.

Hacho orth asa ki ami khorech vichar korpi monis nhoi; ami khorench ek svotachi bud’dh vo jiv nho. Tori astana, dor ek veg-veglllea “hanv” jem ami bhitor vortat tem amchem bud’dhivant kendr vapurta, tenk zata tedna vichar korpak vapurta. Orth nasl’leachem zaunchem, khoinchea-i nixedh korpi ani nuksan korpi vicharacho vapor korop, taka apnnachi svotachi vostu mhonn manddpak.

Spashtik ponnan, ho vo to nixedh korpi vichar khoincheai “hanv” koddlean yetat jen ek vellar amchem bud’dhivant kendr khub vaprunk pavlam. Nixedh korpi vichar veg-vegllea toreche astat: dubhav, axrvax nasop, dusrea monxak zaitim noxi disop, pirayechea mogan disop, dhormik pirayen disop, rajki pirayen disop, ixttagotik lagun disop vo ghorkan’ni torechem, lobh, khotench cholon, vengens gheunchem, rag, obhiman, asuya, tras, chorop, vyabhichar, alos, khavnk lagun, adi, adi, adi.

Khorench etle bhov monovyogyanik dos astat ki zori amkam tollevachem vostu ani uloyak hazar jibbo asle, ami tankam purai zanno korun sangonk paunchnam. Zoxem sangla tea pormonnem, nixedh korpi vicharancho vapor korop moorkhachem.

Kitem-i zaum punn karonn nastana fll yenvop xoky na, ami utr dita ki kosloch vichar apnna svotak yenvop xoky na, spontanik utpon’n korun… Vicharpi ani vicharacho soband spasht asa; dor nixedh korpi vicharacho utpon’n veg-vegllea vicharpiche koddlean asa.

Dor eka amchea bhitor zaite nixedh korpi vicharpi astat etlea vicharache torechea. Hea vixyak “vicharpi ani vichar” hea sobandantlean polleun, hem ghoddta ki dor ek “hanv” jem ami amchea monan vortat tem khorench veg-vegllench vicharpi asa.

Niz ponnan, dor eka amchea bhitor zaitench vicharpi astat; tori punn, dor ek, punn to fokot bhag astat, manddtat ki tem dor vellar soglle astat… Mitoman, egolat, narcist, paranoiok, kednach mandchinnam “vicharpi bhovponnachea” vicharak kiteak tankam apnnacher khub mog asa, tankam dista “tarzanacho bapui” vo “bhurgeank zatli mai”…

Koxe hem toreche asvikrit lok hea vicharak mandunk xoktat ki tankam svotachi bud’dh, husar, vhoddlea boreponnachi na?… Tori punn, hem toreche “huxar lok” apnna vixim borech chintop kortat ani aristipachi tunikui vortat tankam huxari ani nomrotai dakho korpak…

Khonui tori shekddeanchea kothonkamni sangla ki aristipo, huxari ani nomrotai dakho korpak, eka pornea tunik ghalun jem thiglamni bhorleli ani den’nani bhorleli; apnea uzvea hatan tatvagynanik lakddi dondo dhorun atenachea rosteancher ghelo ani atenachea rosteancher ghelo… Sangtat ki socratesan taka yetana polleun, vhodd taren orddlo: “oh aristipo, tujea kapddechea den’nantlean tujem man dikhta!”.

Konn kednach zagrut nouveponnan jieona, zagrut dhyan divn, chintun ki to chintop kortasa, kosleai nixedh korpi vicharacho vapor soklek korta. Hea fllak lagun, dukhest ponnan “nixedh korpi hanv” chi dainik xekti vattayta, vicharachi svota: svata.

Zaitench ami nixedh korpi vicharacho vapor kortat, zaitench ami tea “hanv” che gulam zatat jem tenk dakhoita. Gnosis vixim, gupt rosteak, apnna sovem kamak, amchim svotachim porikxa tepattea “hanv” cher astat jeka gnosis noxem dista, gupit kamak, kiteak taka zanna asa ki tachem vojit amchea monan mortale taren gnosis ani kamak lagun dhokyachem asa.

Tim “nixedh korpi hanv” ani tras divpi soklen koslea tori mental koddek amchea bud’dhivant kendrant samballat ani nuksan korpi vichar yenvchi karan zata. Zori ami tea vicharank manyo kele, tim “nixedh korpi hanv” jek dor vellar amchea bud’dhivant kendracher tabo dhoratat, ami tanka soddounk xokleam na.

Ami kednach visorunk favo nhoi ki dor “nixedh korpi hanv” apnna svotak fottkorta ani fottkorta, nihskors: fott uloup. Dor vellar ami xekti uloyllea vellar, jen aspirento gnosisan dukh dhorchonn zata, gupit kamak, jen tankam utsah uloita ani vhoddlea boreak sanddta, spasht asa ki taka khoinchea tori nixedh korpi hanvan fottkela.

“Vyabhicharacho nixedh korpi hanv” vhoddlea borea ghorkarancho bhang korta ani bhurgeank dukhi kortat. “Piraiechen dispi nixedh korpi hanv” mog kortalea zannttank fottkortat ani tanchem sukh nastak kortat. “Gupit obhimaanacho nixedh korpi hanv” rosteachea bhoktank fottkorta ani te, husarponn disun, aplea xikxokak noxem distat vo taka dhoko ditat…

Nixedh korpi hanv amchea svotanchea anubhavacho vapor korta, amchea ugddasacheo, amchea vhoddlea boreank zai, amchea sobitponnacheo, ani, hachea zoriant, kosli tori vostu fottachea ujvaddan dakhoita, kosli tori vostu jem monak bhogta ani parajay yeta… Tori punn, jen ek “hanv” kamak lagtat tedna tanka dikhta, jen to zagrut jivon jievnk xiktat, hem fotting zonnem ashaky zata…