Chiyero Chekuvapo

Tiri vanaani? Tinobva kupi?, Tinoenda kupi?, Tinorarama nei?, Nei tichirarama?…

Pasina mubvunzo “Mhuka Yakangwara” inonzi munhu zvisizvo, haingozivi chete, asi haitombozivi kuti haizivi… Chakaipisisa pane zvose mamiriro ezvinhu akaoma uye asinganzwisisiki atiri, hatizivi chakavanzika chenhamo dzedu dzose asi tinotenda kuti tinoziva zvose…

Enda ne “Mammal Racional”, munhu weavo vanozvitutumadza muhupenyu nekukanganisa, kuenda pakati peGwanza reSahara, musiye ikoko kure neOasis chero ipi zvayo uye uone kubva mungarava yemhepo zvese zvinoitika… Zviito zvichataura pachazvo; “Humanoide Intellectual” kunyangwe achizvitutumadza kuva akasimba uye achizviona semurume chaizvo, pakadzika-dzika inova isina simba zvinotyisa…

“Mhuka Racional” ndeimapenzi zana muzana; inofunga zvakanakisisa nezvayo pachayo; inofunga kuti inogona kuzvibata zvinoshamisa kuburikidza neKindergarten, Manuals of Urbanity, Primaries, Secondaries, Bachillerato, Yunivhesiti, mukurumbira wakanaka wababa, nezvimwe, nezvimwe, nezvimwe. Zvinosuruvarisa kuti, mushure memakara akawanda kudaro netsika dzakanaka, mazita nemari, tinoziva zvakanaka kuti kurwadziwa chero kupi zvako mudumbu kunotisuwisa uye kuti pakadzika-dzika tinoramba tiri vanoshushikana uye vanonzwisa tsitsi…

Zvakakwana kuverenga Nhoroondo yeNyika Yese kuti tizive kuti tiri mamhepo akafanana ekare uye kuti panzvimbo pekuvandudza tave tave vakaipisisa… Iri zana remakore rechimakumi maviri nezvose zvinokatyamadza, hondo, hupombwe, umhombwe hwepasi rose, kushatiswa kwevatano, zvinodhaka, doro, hutsinye hwakanyanyisa, hutsotsi hwakanyanyisa, humhondi, nezvimwe, nezvimwe, nezvimwe, igirazi ratinofanira kuzvitarisa; hapana chikonzero chinorema saka chekuzvitutumadza kuti tasvika padanho repamusoro rekukura…

Kufunga kuti nguva zvinoreva kufambira mberi hakuna musoro, zvinosuruvarisa kuti “mapenzi akadzidza” anoramba akavharirwa mu “Dogma of Evolution”… Mumapeji ese matema e “Nhoroondo Yemitema” tinogara tichiwana hutsinye hwakaipa hwakafanana, makaro, hondo, nezvimwe. Nekudaro vezera redu “Vakanyanya Kubudirira” vachiri kutenda kuti nyaya yehondo imwe yechipiri, tsaona inopfuura isina chekuita ne “Civilization Modern” yavo yakataurwa zvakanyanya.

Chokwadi chinokosha inzira yekuva yemunhu mumwe nomumwe; vamwe vanhu vachava zvidhakwa, vamwe vasingadhaki, avo vanoremekedzwa uye vamwe ava matsotsi; zvose zviri muupenyu… Vanhu vazhinji isumu yevanhu; icho munhu ari ndicho vanhu vazhinji, ndiyo Hurumende, nezvimwe. Vanhu vazhinji saka kuwedzera kwemunhu; kushandurwa kwevanhu vazhinji, kwemarudzi, hakugoneki kana munhu, kana munhu mumwe nomumwe, asingashanduki…

Hapana anogona kuramba kuti kune matanho akasiyana esocial; kune vanhu vechechi uye veimba yevanorara navo; wekutengesa uye wekumunda, nezvimwe, nezvimwe, nezvimwe. Saizvozvowo kune Matanho akasiyana eKuva. Izvo zvatiri mukati, zvinoyevedza kana zvidiki, zvine rupo kana makaro, zvinotyisa kana zvinotendeka, zvakachena kana zvounzenza, zvinokwezva mamiriro ezvinhu akasiyana-siyana oupenyu…

Munhu ane unzenza anogara achikwezva zviitiko, mitambo uye kunyange njodzi dzeunzenza maari achazviwana ari… Chidhakwa chichakwezva zvidhakwa uye chinogara chichiwana chiri mumabhawa nemakantina, izvo zviri pachena… Chii chinokwezva mutengesi, munhu ane udyire? Matambudziko mangani, majeri, nhamo?

Zvisinei, vanhu vakasuruvara, vaneta nekutambura, vanoda kuchinja, kutendeutsa peji renhoroondo yavo… Vanhu varombo! Vanoda kuchinja uye havazivi nzira yekuzviita; havazivi nzira yacho; vakavharirwa mugwagwa usina nzira… Zvakavaitika nezuro zvinovaitika nhasi uye zvichaitika mangwana; vanogara vachidzokorora zvikanganiso zvimwe chetezvo uye havazodzidzi zvidzidzo zvehupenyu kunyange nemakanoni.

Zvinhu zvose zvinodzokororwa muupenyu hwavo; vanotaura zvinhu zvimwe chetezvo, vanoita zvinhu zvimwe chetezvo, vanochema zvinhu zvimwe chetezvo… Uku kudzokororwa kunofinha kwemitambo, makomedhi uye njodzi, kuchaitika chero bedzi tichitakura mukati medu zvinhu zvisingadikanwi zvekutsamwa, makaro, unzenza, shanje, kudada, usimbe, udyi, nezvimwe, nezvimwe, nezvimwe.

Ndeipi tsika yedu?, kana kuti zviri nani kuti titi: Ndeipi Nhanho yedu yeKuva? Chero bedzi Nhanho yeKuva isingachinji zvachose, kudzokororwa kwenhamo dzedu dzose, zviitiko, nhamo uye nhamo zvicharamba zvichiitika… Zvinhu zvose, mamiriro ezvinhu ose, anoitika kunze kwedu, pachikuva chenyika ino, kuratidzwa chete kwezvatinotakura mukati.

Nechikonzero chakanaka tinogona kutaura zviri pamutemo kuti “kunze kuratidzwa kwekunze”. Kana munhu achinja mukati uye shanduko yakadaro iri huru, kunze, mamiriro ezvinhu, upenyu, hunochinjawo.

Ndanga ndichicherechedza panguva ino (Gore ra1974), boka revanhu vakapinda munharaunda yemumwe munhu. Pano muMexico vanhu vakadaro vanogamuchira zita rinoshamisa rekuti “PARACAIDISTAS”. Vavakidzani veColonia Campestre Churubusco, vari pedyo nemba yangu, ichi ndicho chikonzero nei ndakakwanisa kuvadzidza pedyo…

Kuva murombo hakutongogona kuva mhosva, zvakatonyanya kuipa hazvisi izvozvo, asi muNhanho yavo yeKuva… Vanogara vachirwa, vanobata doro, vanotukana, vanova mhondi dzevavanoshanda navo venhamo, vanogara muzvivako zvinonyadzisa umo panzvimbo perudo panotonga ruvengo…

Kazhinji ndakafunga nezvekuti kana munhu chero upi zvake weavo, akabvisa mukati make ruvengo, hasha, unzenza, udhakwa, kutaura zvakaipa, hutsinye, udyire, kunyepa, shanje, kuzvida, kuzvikudza, nezvimwe, nezvimwe, nezvimwe, aizodiwa nevamwe vanhu, angabatana nemutemo uri nyore wePsychological Affinities nevanhu vakadzidzika, vane magariro akanaka, vanhu vakawanda vekunamata; hukama hutsva ihwohwo hwaizova hwakakosha pakuchinja kwehupfumi nezvemagariro…

Iyo yaizova nzira yaizobvumira munhu akadaro, kusiya “garaji”, “tsvina” inonyadzisa… Nokudaro, kana tichida chaizvo shanduko huru, chinhu chekutanga chatinofanira kunzwisisa ndechekuti mumwe nomumwe wedu (angave mutema kana mutema, yero kana nendarira, asingazivi kana akadzidza, nezvimwe), ari mu “Nhanho yeKuva” yakadai kana yakadai.

Ndeipi Nhanho yedu yeKuva? Wakambofungisisa nezveizvozvo here? Zvingasabvira kupfuura kuenda kune imwe nhanho kana tichiregeredza mamiriro atiri.