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Sezvatino shanda patiri pachedu, tinotanga kunzwisisa zvakanyanya nezvakanyanya, kudiwa kwekupedza zvachose kubva munzvimbo yedu yemukati, zvese izvo zvinoita kuti tive vanonyangadza.

Mamiriro ezvinhu akaipisisa ehupenyu, mamiriro ezvinhu akaomesesa, zviitiko zvakaoma zvikuru, zvinogara zvichishamisa kuzviziva iwe pachako.

Munguva idzodzo dzisingatarisirwi, dzakaoma, iyo “I” yakavanzika inogara ichibuda, uye apo patinofunga zvishoma nezvayo; kana takangwarira, tinongo zviziva.

Nguva dzakanyarara zvikuru dzehupenyu, ndidzo chaizvo dzisingafadzi pakushanda pauri iwe.

Kune nguva dzehupenyu dzakaoma zvakanyanya apo munhu ane mafungiro akasimba ekuzvizivisa zviri nyore nezviitiko uye kukanganwa zvachose nezvavo; munguva idzodzo munhu anoita zvinhu zvisina maturo zvisingatungamiriri kune chinhu; dai vaive vakangwarira, dai panguva imwe chete iyi panzvimbo pekurasikirwa nemisoro yavo, vakayeuka nezvavo, vaizoziva nezvishamiso zvimwe zvekuti havana kumbobvira vaine fungidziro diki yekuvapo kwavo kunobvira.

Pfungwa yekuzvitarisa yakavanzika, yakaremara mune chero munhu; kushanda zvakanyanya, kuzvitarisa nguva nenguva; pfungwa yakadaro ichakura zvishoma nezvishoma.

Sezvo pfungwa yekuzvitarisa ichienda mberi mukukura kwayo kuburikidza nekushandiswa kusingaperi, tichange tichikwanisa kuona zvakananga iyo “I” yatisina kumbobvira tave neruzivo rwakabatana nekuvapo kwavo.

Pamberi pepfungwa yekuzvitarisa yakavanzika, imwe neimwe ye “I” inogara mukati medu, inotora chaizvo iyi kana iyo chimiro chakavanzika chine hukama nekukanganisa kunomiririrwa nayo. Hapana mubvunzo kuti mufananidzo weimwe neimwe yeiyi “I” ine imwe kuravira yepfungwa isingakanganwiki iyo yatinonzwisisa nayo, tinotora, tinobata, tichinyatsoona hunhu hwayo hwepedyo, uye kukanganisa kunoitsanangura.

Pakutanga, weesoteric haazive pekutangira, pamberi pekudiwa kwekushanda paari iye asi anozviwana anyatsovhiringidzika.

Kutora mukana wenguva dzinonetsa, mamiriro ezvinhu asingafadzi zvikuru, nguva dzakaipisisa, kana takangwarira, tichazowana kukanganisa kwedu kunooneka, iyo “I” yatinofanira kuparadza nekukurumidza.

Dzimwe nguva munhu anogona kutanga nehasha kana kuzvida, kana kune yechipiri isingafadzi yekuchiva, nezvimwewo, nezvimwewo, nezvimwewo.

Zvakakosha kunyora zvakanyanya mamiriro edu epfungwa ezuva nezuva, kana tichinyatsochida shanduko yekupedzisira.

Tisati tarara zvakanaka kuti tiongorore zviitiko zvakaitika muzuva, mamiriro ezvinhu anonyadzisa, kuseka kukuru kwaAristophanes uye kunyemwerera kunyengedza kwaSocrates.

Zvichida takakuvadza mumwe munhu nekuseka, zvichida takarwarisa mumwe munhu nekunyemwerera kana nekutarisa kusiri panzvimbo.

Ngatiyeukei kuti mune yakachena esotericism, chakanaka zvese zviri munzvimbo yayo, chakaipa zvese zviri kunze kwenzvimbo.

Mvura iri munzvimbo yayo yakanaka asi kana ikafashamisa imba yaizove iri kunze kwenzvimbo, ichikonzera kukuvadza, yaizove yakaipa uye inokuvadza.

Moto mukicheni uye mukati menzvimbo yayo, kunze kwekunge ichibatsira yakanaka; kunze kwenzvimbo yayo ichipisa fenicha yemukamuri yekutandarira, yaizove yakaipa uye inokuvadza.

Hunhu hwese, kunyangwe huri hutsvene sei, munzvimbo yaro hwakanaka, kunze kwenzvimbo yaro hwakaipa uye hunokuvadza. Nekunaka tinogona kukuvadza vamwe. Zvakakosha kuisa hunhu munzvimbo yayo yakakodzera.

Waizoti kudini nezvemupristi anoparidza shoko raIshe mukati meimba yevamhanzi? Waizoti kudini nezvemurume munyoro uye anoshivirira ari kukomborera chikwata chevabheti vanoedza kubata mudzimai wake nevanasikana? Waizoti kudini nezverudzi irworwo rwekushivirira kunopfuura mwero? Waizofungei nezvemaitiro erudo emurume, panzvimbo pekuuya nechikafu kumba, anogovera mari pakati pevarombo? Waizofungei nezvemurume anobatsira panguva yakati amukweretesa munhu anouraya banga?

Yeukai mudiwa muverengi kuti pakati pekudonha kwendima uhuipi hunovandawo. Kune hunhu hwakawanda muvakaipa uye kune huipi hwakawanda mune vanhu vakanaka.

Kunyange zvichiratidzika sezvisingatendi mukati memunhuwi mumwe chete wekunyengetera uhuipi hunovandawo.

Uhuipi hunozvivanza semutsvene, hunoshandisa hunhu hwakanaka, hunozviratidza semartyr uye hunotobata zvigaro mumatemberi matsvene.

Sezvo pfungwa yekuzvitarisa yakavanzika ichikura matiri kuburikidza nekushandiswa kusingaperi, tichakwanisa kuona iyo “I” yese inoshanda sehwaro hwehwaro hwechimiro chedu chega chega, ingave yekupedzisira, ine ropa kana inotyisa, phlegmatic kana biliious.

Kunyange iwe usingazvitendi, mudiwa muverengi, kuseri kwechimiro chatinacho kwakavanzwa pakati pemadziva akadzika kwazvo epfungwa dzedu, zvisikwa zvedhimoni zvinonyangadza.

Kuona zvisikwa zvakadaro, kuona zvinotyisa izvi zvegehena mukati mazvo izvo hana yedu yakavharirwa, zvinobvira nekugara kwepfungwa yekuzvitarisa yakavanzika.

Chero bedzi murume asina kunyungudutsa izvi zvisikwa zvegehena, izvi zvinonyangadza zvekuzvitarisa, Hapana mubvunzo kuti mukati mezvose, mukati mezvose, acharamba ari chimwe chinhu chisingafaniri kuvepo, chimiro chakaremara, chinonyangadza.

Chinhu chakanyanya kuipa pane zvese izvi ndechekuti munhu anonyangadza haazive nezvekunyangadza kwake, anozvitenda akanaka, akarurama, munhu akanaka, uye anototambudza kusanzwisisika kwevamwe, anochema kusatenda kwevamwe vake, anoti havanzwisise, vanochema vachiti vanofanira, vakamubhadhara nemari nhema, nezvimwewo, nezvimwewo, nezvimwewo.

Pfungwa yekuzvitarisa yakavanzika inotibvumira isu kutarisa pachedu uye zvakananga basa rechivande iro panguva yakati tiri kunyungudutsa iyi kana iyo “I” (iyi kana iyo kukanganisa kwepfungwa), zvichida kuwanikwa mumamiriro ezvinhu akaoma uye apo patinofunga zvishoma nezvazvo.

Wakambofunga here muhupenyu pamusoro pezvaunonyanya kufarira kana kusafarira? Iwe, wakambofungisisa nezvechitsime chakavanzika chechiito? Sei uchida kuva neimba yakanaka? Sei uchida kuva nemotokari yemhando yazvino? Sei uchida kugara uri fashoni yazvino? Sei uchichiva kusava nechiva? Chii chakakugumbura zvakanyanya panguva yakati? Chii chakakufadza zvikuru nezuro? Sei wakazvinzwa uri nani kuna uyo kana uyo, panguva yakati? Panguva ipi yawakazvinzwa uri nani kune mumwe munhu? Sei wakazvikudza pakutaura zvauri kubudirira? Hauukwanise kunyarara pavaitaura zvakaipa nezveumwe munhu waunoziva? Wakagamuchira here girazi redoro neruremekedzo? Wakabvuma kusvuta zvichida usina tsika, zvichida nekuda kwepfungwa yedzidzo kana yehurume? Une chokwadi here kuti wanga wakatendeseka mukukurukurirana ikoko? Uye paunozviruramisa, uye paunozvirumbidza, uye paunotaura nezvekukunda kwako uye unozviverenga uchidzokorora zvaunga ambotaura kune vamwe, wakanzwisisa kuti waiva nenjodzi here?

Pfungwa yekuzvitarisa yakavanzika, kunze kwekukubvumira kuona zvakajeka iyo “I” yauri kunyungudutsa, ichakubvumirawo kuona migumisiro inosiririsa uye yakajeka yebasa rako remukati.

Pakutanga izvi zvisikwa zvegehena, izvi zvinonyangadza zvepfungwa zvinokushamisa iwe, zvakaipa uye zvinotyisa kupfuura zvikara zvinotyisa zviripo pasi pegungwa kana mumasango akadzika kwazvo epasi; sezvaunofambira mberi mubasa rako unogona kuratidza kuburikidza nepfungwa yekuzvitarisa mukati chokwadi chinooneka chekuti kunyangadza ikoko kuri kurasikirwa nehuwandu, kuri kuita diki …

Zvinonakidza kuziva kuti kuita kwakadaro sezvo kuchiderera muhukuru, sezvo kuchirasikirwa nehuwandu uye kuri kuita diki, kuri kuwana runako, zvishoma nezvishoma kunotora chimiro chehudiki; pakupedzisira zvinoparadza, zvinova guruva remuchadenga, ipapo Hunhu hwakavharirwa, hunosunungurwa, hunozvisunungura, hunomuka.

Pasina mubvunzo pfungwa haigoni kuchinja zvakanyanya chero kukanganisa kwepfungwa; sezviri pachena kunzwisisa kunogona kuzviita kunakidza kunyora kukanganisa nezita rakadai kana iroro, kuzviruramisa, kupfuudza kubva pane imwe nhanho kuenda kune imwe, nezvimwewo, asi haigone kuparadza pachayo, kuiparadza.

Tinoda nekukurumidza simba rinopisa rinopfuura pfungwa, simba rinokwanisa pacharo kuderedza kukanganisa kwakadaro kana kuti kune guruva remuchadenga chete.

Neraki kune matiri simba iro renyoka, moto unoshamisa uyo vekare maalchemist ekare vakatambidza nezita risinganzwisisike reStella Maris, Mhandara yeGungwa, Azoe yeSainzi yaHermes, Tonantzin weMexico Aztec, iyo inobva mune yedu pachedu, Mwari Amai mukati medu vanogara vachimiririrwa nenyoka tsvene yeMakuru Chakavanzika.

Kana mushure mekuona nekunzwisisa zvakadzama kukanganisa kwakadaro kana ikako (iyi kana iyo “I” kukanganisa kwepfungwa), tinoteterera Amai vedu veCosmic vega, nekuti mumwe nemumwe wedu ane zvake, anoparadza, anoderera kuita guruva remuchadenga, iyi kana iyo kukanganisa, iyo “I”, chikonzero chebasa redu remukati, unogona kuva nechokwadi chekuti icharasikirwa nehuwandu uye zvishoma nezvishoma ichaita hupfu.

Zvese izvi zvinoreva, zvakasikwa, kubudirira kwebasa rekudzika, rinogara riripo, nekuti hapana “I” rinogona kuparadzwa nekukasira. Pfungwa yekuzvitarisa yakavanzika ichakwanisa kuona kufambira mberi kwebasa rine chekuita nekunyangadza kwatinofarira zvechokwadi kuparadza.

Stella Maris kunyangwe zvichiratidzika sezvisingatendi ndicho chiratidzo chenyeredzi chesimba rebonde remunhu.

Sezviri pachena Stella Maris ane simba rinoshanda rekuparadza zvinonyangadza zvatakatakura mukati mepfungwa dzedu.

Kugurwa kwemuzinda kwaJohane Mubapatidzi chinhu chinotikoka kuti tifungisise, hapana shanduko yepfungwa yaizokwanisika kana tisati tapfuura nekugurwa kwemuzinda.

Kuva kwedu pachedu kwakabva, Tonantzin, Stella Maris sesimba remagetsi risingazivikanwe kune vanhu vese uye riri munzvimbo yakadzika yenyika yedu, rinonyatso kufara simba rinomubvumira kugura chero “I” isati yaparadzwa zvachose.

Stella Maris moto weuzivi uripo mune zvese zvinhu zvipenyu nezvisina kurongeka.

Kukurudzira kwepfungwa kunogona kukonzera chiito chakanyanya chemoto wakadaro uye ipapo kugurwa kwemuzinda kunogoneka.

Dzimwe “I” dzinowanzo gurwa muzinda pakutanga kwebasa repfungwa, dzimwe pakati uye dzekupedzisira kumagumo. Stella Maris sesimba rebonde rinopisa rinoziva zvizere nezvebasa rinoitwa uye rinoita kugurwa kwemuzinda panguva yakakodzera, panguva yakakodzera.

Chero bedzi kuparadzwa kwezvinhu zvese izvi zvinonyangadza zvepfungwa kusati kwaitika, zvese izvi zvemaererano nenjodzi, zvese izvi zvetukano, kuba, godo, upombwe hwakavanzika kana huri pachena, ruchiva rwemari kana masimba epfungwa, nezvimwewo, kunyangwe tichizvitenda sevanhu vanoremekedzwa, vanoita zvese, vakatendeseka, vane hunhu, vane rudo, vakanaka mukati, nezvimwewo, sezviri pachena hatizopfuure kuve mamakuva akacheneswa, akanaka kunze asi mukati akazara nehuori hunotyisa.

Kudzidza kwebhuku, nhema-uchenjeri, ruzivo rwakakwana pamusoro pemagwaro matsvene, ingave yekuMabvazuva kana yekuMadokero, yekuchamhembe kana kumaodzanyemba, nhema-zvechitendero, nhema-esotericism, chokwadi chakakwana chekuve wakanyatsorongeka, kuparadzanisa kusingachinjiki nekutenda kuzere, nezvimwewo, hazvibatsiri nekuti chaizvo zviripo chete mune zvakadzika izvo zvatisingazive, zvisikwa zvegehena, tukano, zvinotyisa zvinovanda Mushure mechiso chakanaka, mushure mechiso chinoremekedzwa, pasi pezvipfeko zvitsvene zvemutungamiri mutsvene, nezvimwewo.

Tinofanira kuva vakatendeseka kwatiri pachedu, ngatibvunzei zvatiri kuda, kana tauya kuGnostic Dzidziso nekuda kwekuda kuziva, kana zvisiri kunyatsofamba nekugurwa kwemuzinda zvatinoda, saka tiri kuzvinyengedza, tiri kudzivirira huori hwedu, tiri kuita zvachokwadi.

Muzvikoro zvinoremekedzwa zvikuru zveuchenjeri hweesoteric uye zvakavanzika kune vakawanda vakarasika vakatendeseka vanoda kuzvizadzisa asi vasina kuzvipira kuparadza zvinonyangadza zvavo zvemukati.

Vazhinji vanhu vanofunga kuti kuburikidza nezvinangwa zvakanaka zvinokwanisika kusvika pakutsveneswa. Sezviri pachena chero bedzi munhu asingashande nesimba paiyo “I” yatinotakura mukati medu, ivo vacharamba varipo pasi peziso rine tsitsi uye maitiro akanaka.

Nguva yasvika yekuziva kuti tiri vanhu vakaipa vakapfeka nguo dzoutsvene; makwai akapfeka matehwe emhumhi; vanodya vanhu vakapfeka sutu yechikomba; vaurayi vakavanzwa kuseri kwechiratidzo chitsvene chemuchinjikwa, nezvimwewo.

Hazvinei kuti tinooneka sei tiri mukati mematemberi edu, kana mukati mekirasi dzedu dzechiedza nerunyararo, hazvinei kuti tinokudzwa sei uye tinotapira sei takawanikwa nevamwe vedu, hazvinei kuti tinooneka sei tiri vanoremekedzwa uye vanozvininipisa, mune zvakadzika zvemweya yedu zvese zvinonyangadza zvegehena zvinoramba zviripo uye zvese zvinotyisa zvehondo.

MuRevolutionary Psychology kudiwa kwekushanduka kwakakwana kunooneka kwatiri uye izvi zvinongobvira nekuzivisa pachedu hondo yerufu, isina tsitsi uye ine utsinye.

Chokwadi tese hatikoshe sei, tiri mumwe nemumwe wedu dambudziko repasi, rinonyangadza.

Neraki Johane Mubapatidzi akatidzidzisa nzira yakavanzika: KUFA MATIRI KACHEDU KUBURIKIDZA NEKUGURWA KWEMUZINDA WEPFUNGA.